wow it's been so long. the days are flying by and it's april already. WEIRD.

spring break has come and gone. it rained 4 out of 7 days. i had three days off work and school and it rained. it sucked. ty and i didn't go out of town, we just stayed here and enjoyed each other's company.

i am in the process of finding a new job because i don't think red lobster's gonna promote me to a server because i don't kiss people's ass. i'm nice to everyone. a couple of the hostess however are buddy buddy with certain managers so now they're getting promoted. it's lame. plus i don't think it makes sense that the new people are getting paid more than i am.

ty got his driver's license. we were all so excited and happy for him. now i am not so worried when he drives my car. ty is going away for two weeks on the 10th. he's joining the california conservation corp. it's too boring to get into what they actually do but basically he lives in a dorm and works 8 hours a day, five days a week. for two weeks, he's going to tahoe for the training. where he's gonna be placed is a half hour from where i live, in the middle of nowhere. i'd be able to see him on the weekends but not for the two weeks he's in training. it's gonna be hard for us, especially me because we have never gone that long without seeing each other. even when i was grounded for two weeks we still snuck around and saw each other.

it'll be a test to see how strong our relationship is because i won't be able to get ahold of him anytime like i can now because they don't get reception there. it shall be interesting. i am gonna make him a goodbye kit, filled with stuff that'll remind him of me and of us. he said he wants a naked picture of me but i told him no.

school is going well. only a month and a half left. i'm glad. spring is almost here and it's really hard to stay in school when it's sunny and gorgeous outside.

last friday was his stepdad's and sister's birthday. we all went to the cheesecake factory, with his mom and grandma. it was fun. good food too. one of the hostess, sara, had a party so we went there afterwards. i had a drink called vegas hoe. it was absolut raspberry and something i can't remember. and i took my first shot! woo. i've always avoided shots because they're gross but this time i decided to let loose. it was of rum. it wasn't bad.

and then we went to another hostess' party. her name is ashley and it was her birthday also. i was already very tipsy by then. i took about 5 jello shots and had zips of people's drinks. i was drunk, but not to the point where i didn't know what i was doing or remembering anything. this guy from work named victor was there. we've talked at work, flirting sometimes, but definitely nothing more. anyway, he was drunk off his ass and was constantly hitting on me and even tried to kiss me. he and ty almost got into a fight but everyone broke it off.

and uh, somehow i ended up making out with ashley and another girl? well i wouldn't consider it making out because to me making out involves taking off clothes but we were french kissing and some people would consider that making out, i guess. when i kissed ashley i was just standing there and she had been kissing a girl and she just grabbed me and started kissing me. i just went on with it. but then after that the girl who she had kissed grabbed me and we started making out too! it was a little crazy 5 minutes of my life. i've never kissed a girl before and honestly it's not that different from guys. but hey, i'm sure all the guys loved it. ty wouldn't stop talking about it.

he also spent the night at my house. yeah. that was one crazy ass night. i snuck him in at 5am and barely slept because i was making sure he wasn't snoring so loud that my dad wouldn't notice. and he didn't! we successfully pulled it off. crazy crazy. i love having him sleep next to me. he is so cute when he sleeps. and his nose is cute. i want to bite it, haha. we've been talking about moving in together lately. of course it's not gonna happen anytime soon. not for 6 months at least but we're talking.

so yeah, friday was crazy. saturday was very mellow due to the fact that i was SO SLEEPY. i had a hair appointment at 11am. i chopped off my hair by 6 inches at least. it's short now, right above my shoulder. it's layered and i also have side swept bangs. it's sassy and spunky. i colored it rich brown. it's like chestnut. it's gorgeous. i was so sleepy! we went to his grandma's and i took a nap on her couch! we went to his mom's and watched a movie and i fell asleep. i was so tired.

oh and since my car alarm is broken so i have to do everything manually. the other day i was at school and had gone back to my car to get my art project when i couldn't find my keys. i found them hanging on my car door still! it sat there for over three hours. i was so thankful that no one stole it. god was watching over me. angels were also watching over me. i couldn't believe it. so yeah, life is okay right now. it's okay.